Monday, 15 October 2012

Jagalah Hati


Jagalah hati jangan kau kotori
Jagala hati lantera hidup ini
Jagalah hati jangan kau nodai
Jagalah hati cahaya ilahi

Petikan lagu daripada kumpulan nasyid seberang Snada- Jagalah Hati. Lagu favorite kot!! Since primary school. Dah berpa lame tu?? Hmm.. adalah dalam 10 tahun yang lepas. I can vividly remember the moment I sat in front of television and watched the clip video of this song. The song was quite famous at that time. I like this song because of the lyrics and the trademark of this song. (nak tau apakah trademarknya saksikanlah sendiri klip videonya) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9kxKHPfpWgU

 Lagu ni bukan sekadar lagu. It really convey the message that we have to take care of our heart. Lagu ni beritahu kenapa kita kena jaga hati kita.

Bila hati kian bersih Pikiranpun akan jernih
Semangat hidup nan gigih Prestasi mudah diraih
Namun bila hati keruh Batin selalu gemuruh Seakan di kejar musuh
Dengan Alloh kian jauh

Apa yang dikatakan adalah benar, tiadalah yang benar melainkan yang benar2 belaka. ^^
Cubalah anda2 dan saya sendiri imbas balik kehidupan kita. Waktu2 hati kita tengah banyak sangat buat dosa (seperti dengki dan benci,), adakah hati kita masih lagi mampu nak beribadah dengan khusyuk?

And when our heart at the best state (rasa tenang, banyak berzikir, tak fikir buruk2 pasal orang), impossible thing can be possible. Believe me. Macam dalam lagu ni ‘Semangat hidup nan gigih Prestasi mudah diraih’.

Nak jaga hati ni bukanlah senang, sebab kalau betullah senang, tidak akan ada la jenayah2 yang berlaku.
Apabila penyakit hati yang tak boleh dilihat ni melanda seseorang, orang itu sendiri akan merasakan simptom2nya. Rasa frust la, cepat nak give up, senang nak naik angin dan macam2 lagilah. Jadi, orang itu sendiri haruslah sedar akan perubahan yang berlaku kepadanya. Apabila dah tersedar yang hati tu bermasalah, antara perkara yang harus anda lakukan :
v  Banyakkan istighfar
v  Tenangkan diri dan muhasabah diri

It happened to me once. At that time I was in form 3. I was quite excellent in my academic. Teachers and friends knew me for that reason. Somehow, in the early form 3, one of my classmates who I proud to mention her name here (Norsakinah binti Ahmad) took over my place. She became very good in her study that teachers praised her and my friends seek her for help.

Without me noticing, I grew the feeling of dislike for her. I was very annoyed with every single thing she did even it was not wrong at all. She is such a nice girl. I don’t have any idea why it is so. Day by day, the feeling overwhelmed me until I was annoyed and hated myself for being so. It was very sickening. I really couldn’t stand it anymore. I used to cry alone when thinking about this matter. How came in this world I hate such a nice person with a good religion background? I felt so bad for myself. It really distracted me.

I pray to Allah to give me the guidance to through all those things. I didn’t want to feel that kind of feeling anymore as I was the only who was being hurt. I had a very tough time to reflect on what have I did that made me became like that. Alhamdulillah, Allah showed me the way out of it. The problem is me, my heart. I neglected for a long time. Yes, at that time I kept doing my prayer and reading the Quran, however I don’t put my heart in doing all those things. Perhaps it was one of the reasons why I became like that.

Allah is Ar-Rahman and Ar-Rahim. At that time, I felt that Allah had answered my prayer. Without me knowing how, I became closer to Sakinah, and we became good friends. Although we seldom contact each other but the ukhwah is still there. Now, she is in Jordan, pursuing her study in medic for 6 years. May Allah eases her way in becoming a good doctor for the ummah.

Right now, every time I face the similar problem, I will sit down, calm myself, reflect on my actions and pray hard to Allah to get rid of the feeling which I believe come from Satan. And this song suits the mood at that time and still is. It reminds me how important for me to take care of my heart from any evil intentions. Let us take care of our heart <3 ^^

p/s : dengarlah the full song of jagalah hati..

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