My nervousness gone within minute..

         Alhamdulillah.. Finally my TOEFL's mark has been know.. Syukur alhamdulillah. Perhaps my score is not that high than some people, but I am extremely happy right now for the mark is higher than what I expected (the one I told people  and lower than what I expected in the heart without telling anyone). However this is far better than enough.

          At first I was very nervous when my beloved room mate told me that the score for TOEFL already out. My heart was like "thump thump" expecting the worst. And within a minute after I signed in to that particular website all my nervousness gone without me knowing where. Again, Alhamdulillah as I obtain score 87/120.

          How much I put my effort for this test cannot be judged from my score as my effort much lower than that. Allah the Most Generous and the Most Compassionate has given the opportunity for me to obtain such a mark. It is true when we say that what we get all this time is not for our effort but it is because of HIS kindness and generosity towards HIS servants. That is why we can't be arrogant with intelligence, wealth, and any possessions that we have right now or in the future.

          This might be a test for me. The loyalty test. Am I going to be grateful with what I get? Am I going to keep praying and stay close to HIM like I did before the test till yesterday? Only I can answer the questions. May I answer it correctly. InsyaAllah. ^^

Test	Test Date	Reading	Listening	Speaking	Writing	Total
TELXML	Sun Nov 18 08:59:38 EST 2012	22	23	20	22	87

(my full score ..alhamdulillah^^)

~ today fell asleep in Chemistry class for the entire time..haila~