i'm missing you..

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim…

Assalamualaikum.. (gaya sopan habis)

        I had a long conversation with one of my friends from TGB. Siapakah orang itu?

Mestilah Miss Menggelabah kite, Syuhada Tamgis. Hehe.. It was a very long conversation. I was very happy to receive her call at 12++ am.

        We talked about our problems, our feelings, and help to give idea to each other to solve the problems. The typical things that people from Venus do when they're facing some problems unlike people from Mars. We kept ranting about our old time.

Our two years at TGB. The transition year. From a teenager to a young adult.

Haish..How I miss them very much.

         Waktu di mana baru nak mengenal dunia sebenar. Dunia orang dewasa (poyo). Tapi betullah, tu lah waktu aku start ter'involve' dengan feeling yg macam2. And it is okay for me to say that was two miserable years of my feelings. The struggle within me. It still happening but insyaAllah with better ways of coping.

        Teringat sorang2 kat ahli kelas 507 or G07. Macam2 perangai ada. Yang manyakitkan hati, yang menggelikan hati, yang takde hati un ade. Eh, ade ke? Hehe..

I know that I'm going to miss those time so much but I just don’t know that I'm going to miss those time this much.

        Alhamdulillah, I meet new friends at new place. Thanks to them I don’t feel lonely. I'm missing them too since I can't meet with them right now. Huhu. Betullah orang kate bile duduk sengsorang ni, tetibe je overwhelming dengan kenangan yang terindah and yg tak berape nak indah.

        Dan tak lupa jugak kpada kawan2 kat MRSMKL. I'm going to keep using MRSMKL since that was the  name of my first official high school although now its name is MRSM Tun Ghazali Syafie(eh betulke aku eja ni?takpelah..taram jer..=p). My teenager life started there (being a leader, a roommate, gaduh2 manja dengan kwan2, jadi orang ketiga[sometimes it can be good and sometimes it just don’t], and the first time I set my eyes on someone[huhu..siapakah??only me and beloved friends know this one]). Everything was in the past.

(insyaAllah.. Korang adalah sebahagian daripada jawapan daripada permintaanku kepada Allah SWT)

     Alhamdulillah, still keep in touch dengan diorang walaupun  kebanyakannya dah lost contact. Tapi kalau nak ikutkan, sebelum ni pun mane ade rapat sangat dengan ramai orang waktu lower form. So, nak kate lost contact ngan ramai orang tu taklah sebenarnye. Alhamdulillah,nasib baik sekarang ade FB, so I try to make contact with them. After all they're still my friends.^^

~Semoga perhubungan ini berkekalan dalam redha ALLAH SWT. (

You guys were my teachers, are my teachers and going to be my teachers forever. InsyaAllah, aamiin..~