forgive me if i'm whining, but i really want to do it now!

       

          Memandangkan today is the last day of October, i will spend some time to write an entry. i'm going to do this even though i have a lot of crucial things to do.. Dengan hujan yg mencurah2 since waktu klas chemistry kul 3 tadi up until now.. tpi kejap2 red light la..

•  a social psychology assignment which the due date is this Friday.. *sigh .. don't have any brilliant ideas to do it anyway
• with all the admission requirements yg sgt2 la renyah.. nak recommendation letters bagai dari high school teachers.. *sekolah nak tutup dah kot 9Nov ni..mmg berkejar ngan dateline
• dengan test chemistry lagi *the previous test i did not so good.. study sudah, tapi takde berkat agaknye sbb berchat ngan org yg tak sptutnye.. taknak mention siapakah orang tu.. (note to myself not to do it again next time)
• and not to forget, midterm social psychology... huhu.. even i ni budak yg bakal ambil PSYCHOLOGY as my major for degree n i really like it, but not the EXAM.. NOT A CHANCE!

It really a hectic week even I don’t seem like one in that kind of situation because I am not physically hectic but mentally hectic. Too many things need to be organized. It is a sin to whine. I know that. But I can’t help myself from whining. Istighfar ..istighfar..

And what a clumsy person I am. I could forget to bring my handphone with me when coming back from hometown for Raya Korban. So I need to buy a temporary handphone while waiting for the next holiday. (lagi 2 minggu je.. alhamdulillah). I updated my status about this on fb and guess what?? My friend komen yang aku ni memang la inorganize person. Lau tak duk tercari brang2 tu memang bukan aku la tu. Ntah bile habit ni nak subsided daripada diri aku un aku tak tau la.

And tonight, aku and the geng akan pergi ke rumah hantu kat Student Concourse at INTI International University. Ntah mcm mne la rumah hntu yg students tu buat.. InsyaAllah going to another university next year.. please pray for me..

UNITED STATES, WAIT FOR MY ARRIVAL!!! Oh yeay!! Bakal ku penuhi segala forms and requirements yang kamu minta.. May Allah eases my friends and I in doing these things..

Okay!! Rasenye tu je la yg aku nak mengadu domba. Kawan2 aku dah jenuh dengar aku punyer whining, so blog is the best place to do it after I pour it to my friends. hihi.. 

 And the best way that I could do and should is ISTIKHARAH to get the best option with Allah’s guidance and make a lot of prayers. My sister once said,

 “ doa la selagi boleh. Kan doa tu senjata orang mukmin. Dan segala keputusan tu terletak kat tangan Allah dan bukannya kat tangan manusia. Allah yg bukakkan hati manusia untuk mlakukan sesuatu perkara”.

And I found this verse while reading the Quranic translation yesterday

“ hanya bagi Allah (hak mengabulkan) doa yang benar……..” 13:14..

So, here is my vow to myself.. NO MORE WHINING .. IF YOU REALLY WANT TO DO IT, THEN DO IT WITH ALLAH ONLY!! OK!! GOOD GIRL!!^^