Awak, saya rindu..

Hidayah membawamu berhijrah ke satu tahap yang lebih tinggi. I am truly happy for you. Really taught me that it is Allah and His the only one who can change our hearts.

Selama kita berkenalan, banyak perbezaan dan persamaan yang kita tempuhi. Alhamdulillah sampai hari ni ukhwah masih berkekalan, insyaAllah. 

Walaupun kita di dua negara yg berbeza dan entah bila boleh berjumpa sbb cuti pengajian adalah berbeza. Semakin susah untuk berdiri di atas continent yg sama, namun aku tetap panjatkan doa supaya aku dapat bertemumu, merasai aura perubahanmu supaya aku dapat pinjam aura kekuatannya utk aku perbaiki diri ini. 

Mungkin di awal persahabatan kita, kita blur or tak sedar akan ukhwah fillah, tapi sekarang i am very sure you n me know what it is all about. Moga hubungan ni terus dipayungi rahmat dan kasih sayangnya.

Tidak Mahu Tertapis, Itu Doaku!

Ikhlaskah aku selama menempuh jalan tarbiyah ini..?

Berapa seriusnya aku dalam usaha membangunkan ummah dah mengerjakan dakwah fardiyah di atas muka bumi ini?

Sesungguhnya Allah akan menapis orang2 yang berjuang di jalannya sehingga hanya tinggal mereka yang benar2 ikhlas dalam perjuangan dakwah ini..

Ya Allah, takutnya aku apabila memikirkan bahawa aku akan termasuk orang2 yang ditapis oleh Engkau. Ya Allah berilah aku keikhlasan, kesungguhan,dan keseriusan untuk terus tsiqah atas jalan ni.

Semakin hari, aku semakin takut apabila mengenangkan pekerjaan yg telah aku laksanakan. I'm getting worse, Ya Allah. I know that! Ya Allah forgives me. 

Ya Allah Engkau bantulah hambaMu ini dalam memperbaharui azam dan semangat untuk memperjuangkan Islam pada setiap saat dan ketika. Tidak ingin ya Allah, tidak ingin sekali untuk aku menjadi hipokrit di hadapan manusia, apatah lagi di hadapanMu yang sesungguhnya mengetahui segala gerak geri dan tingkah lakuku.

Anger !

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..

I just want to share something that i recently knew about how to manage anger especially to those who are short tempered like me. 

Perhaps most of us are told to take wudhu' whenever we're angry and yup! It is true that wudhu' can calm us down. But have you encounter a situation where you take wudhu' but your anger is not gone? For me, yes, it did happened. If that is the case then we better check our heart purity. 

 We always heard 'preventing is better than cure'. Same goes to anger. It's better to prevent yourselves from getting angry than subsiding the anger as anger can't be easily remove. Preventing our anger starts by taking care of our hearts.

So here I want to share tip on how to manage one anger and it is taken from one of ustaz nouman ali khan's videos. 

I dont rememeber exactly what he said in the video, but here it is what i understand and remember.

It is extracted from verse 36-37 surah ash- shura. 

'So whatever thing you are given, that is only a provision of this world's life, and what is with Allah is better and more lasting for those who believe and rely on their Lord.'

'And those who. shun the great sins and indecencies, and whenever they are angry they forgive.'

Allah says that what He has is better than anything in this world-houses, cars, money, company and etc. Why Allah mention about this? What it has to do with managing one's anger? ( i too wondered when i first watch the video). 

First, Allah wants us to detached our heart from what the temporary dunya offers us so that we dont be stressed out in chasing for wealth or anything that human nowadays look for. What happen when one is stress from failing to have what he/she wants in this life - good grades in test, prestigious job, beautiful wife, a pretty face/body? One will be emotionally unstable, that is for sure. Then, it is easy for one to snap whenever someone says something they dont like to hear especially about themselves. 

So by detaching our heart from this dunya, and believe that what Allah has is greater and better than what we want to have in this Dunya, we will be able to live happily this frantic race of the world. No stress. No sadness.

Second, Allah says about preventing oneself from major sins and any form of indencencies. What is meant by indecencies here is to take care of one's urge to do something bad- look at sexy lady, watch movies (extensively), eat excessively( keep eating although you're already full) and any bad thing that you can think of. I'm sure there is a lot. When we can take care of our small urges (emotion) then it is easier for us to take care of the big ones like anger. 

Then, 'whenever they get angry they forgive'. It means those who believe what Allah has in the akhirah is much much better than what is present in this world (in previous verse), is one who forgives when he's angry. It is not that we can't payback the devil done to us  'And the recompense of evil is punishment like it, but whoever forgives and amends, he shall have his reward from Allah; surely He does not love the unjust. Ash-shuraa:40) To put in simple worlds, if one's main focus is to attain Allah's blessing and believe that what Allah has is much better than this entire world, one can never feel preoccupied and frustrated or angry about stuffs they dont have and people who hurt them. Subhanallah. That's all what i remember and understand from his lecture. For mor elaborative explaination watch his video on youtube - Controlling anger - nouman ali khan

Ps: if there is wrong information on this matter please do correct me :)

Comeback!!

Alhamdulillah..

It has been quite a long time since i last updated my blog. I tried to update my blog using my laptop but i failed. So, here i am using my iPhone to update my blog. 

7 weeks have passed since i started my first semester in University of Minnesota and alhamdulillah everything is just fine. I miss my family once in a while. Mak calls me at least once a week so i'm not feeling homesick most of the time.

As for academic life, not excellent yet insyaAllah boleh lagi survive as long as i dont get any warning letter from MARA at the end of this semester. Please pray for me everyone (who's gonna read this anyway)

I dont have any american friend yet but alhamdulillah i'm still happy as i have awesome friends and seniors from Malaysia here. I would say they are my support system for now. Thanks Allah for letting them to be my friends, my sahabis. Usrah is another support system that i have here. They provide me with spiritual support which is very crucial when living in not-yet-to-be-Muslim society. Even those who live in society which majority is Muslim also need to find spiritual support as there is abundant of negative things in this existing world.

Now, i'm still in the process of 'islah'ing my self to be a better me - better in organizing my time, managing my negative feelings. May Allah eases my path. Aamiin.

Fall view on campus

INTI to MINNE

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.. 

it has been almost 3 months since the last time i updated my blog.
in the 3 months a lot of things happened. one of the biggest things is i finished my study at INTI at the end of May.yeay!
 then had a nice 3 months break at home. what did I do during the 3 months?

• tidur-makan-tengok tv
• lepas lagha sangat duk rumah, join a week-program kat Puchong selangor. ada 2 program dlam seminggu. KILAU (program for those yg join usrah) n PUNCAK (program pre-departure ke US-Canada). memang rasa kena sepak-penampar-sampai-bisu memang dah jadi makanan sepanjang KILAU. and as for PUNCAK walaupun bukanla program islami tapi abang2 n akak2 ni cuba terapkan sebanyak mungkin unsur islami yg boleh. baguskan diorang? *thumbs up.
• insyaAllah kalau berkesempatan akan dicoretkan KILAU itu apa 

• perjalanan pergi dan balik sangat menguji iman pemilik blog ni dan juga kawan-kawannya. teruk tak teruk menangis jugak dibuatnya. adalah sampai mak abah yang kena turun KL ambik anak dara yang sorang ni..huhu.. mungkin Allah saja nak test kitorang, 'bebudak ni ye ye o je ke p musafir kerana Dia?'. Ape2 pun alhamdulillah selamat jugak balik rumah. 
• after balik rumah p semula KL untuk buat visa. it was 3 days before puasa. dan waktu depan American Ambassy tu sempat pulak aku terbuat adegan bollywood. pfffttt.. istighfar istighfar.. nak apply visa pun banyak jugak masalahnya sampai perlu turun KL, again!! Alhamdulillah lepas jugak sampai United States of America ni.. (ouh waktu tulis entry ni dah sebulan kat US :D)
• then raya!! eh, bukan bukan bukan. 3 hari sebelum raya, pada waktu sahur yang sejuk-buat-manusia-malas-bangun (pagi sebelum bertolak ke KL utk predeparture briefing oleh MARA) dapat mesej bunyinya camni " insyaAllah flight kamu semua pada Ogos 15, 0025". terkelu jap. tiba2 rasa sebak.
• Dan tibalah raya yang epik bagi seorang Arifah. beraya ke rumah saudara-mara yang dah berzaman tak dikunjungi sbb kena heret (ok tu over) ngan mak abah atas alasan entah bila lagi boleh jumpa. nanti bertahun2 tak balik. oookkkkaaaayyy.. atas alasan itu trheretlah ikut p sekali.
• and perkara yg overwhelming sehari before depart mak abah buat kenduri doa selamat. i was like 'hmmm, mak abah and family aku mmg care pasal aku'. rasa cam disayangi sangat2. along dari perak pun balik rumah tolong masak. (;

Lastly tibalah hari untuk tinggalkan keluarga for a long time. bertolak dari rumah after zohor, singgah rumah Cu, then solat maghrib kat masjid KLIA then ke airport terus. *tawa dalam sebak.

moment yang paling tak boleh lupa adalah waktu nak masuk pintu perlepasan. salam dengan semua, dgn mak abah, along, de, akak, adik2. and the awkward moment is bila turun dari elavator, semua orang pandang bawah. like, segala gerak geri diperhatikan. mak abah n family members yang lain masih setia menunggu sampailah kami semua hilang dari pandangan mereka dan mereka hilang dari pandangan kami.

purpose

Setiap masa...sepanjang hari...setiap detik yang kita lalui...

"Aku buat semua ni sebab nak dapatkan dia ! "

"Aku buat semua ni sebab nak cari rezeki banyak-banyak"

"Aku buat semua ni sebab nak nampak cantik"

Kita mengira setiap perkara yg kita lakukan itu...kita telah lakukan dengan sebaik-baiknya...lakukan untuk kebaikan...

Namun...di mana letaknya ALLAH dalam setiap perkara itu?
Di mana pengharapan mu pada ALLAH?
Adakah ALLAH tujuan utama semua perkara itu dilakukan?
Atau semata-mata kepentingan diri sendiri?

" Katakanlah (Muhammad), "Apakah perlu Kami beritahukan kepadamu tentang orang yg rugi perbuatannya?"
"(Iaitu) orang yang sia-sia perbuatannya dalam kehidupan dunia, sedangkan mereka mengira telah berbuat sebaik-baiknya..."

18:103-10

*taken from FB

Our first Vacation!!

I've been writing this quite sometime, tapi tak berkesempatan nak post..so here it goes..

Friday, May 17, 2013

Bismillahirahmanirrahim

Alhamdulillah..all praise to Allah the Almighty.

With his will, me and my friends were abled to finish our vacation to Port Dickson happily, memorably, excitedly..(on 8-9 May)

It was a blast. Thanks to those awesome people who made the vacation more cheerful besides the sun which greeted us warmly with the permission from Allah. The weather was so good. Not too hot. So we didn’t have an obvious sun-burnt effect.. but still. T.T

KTM ke Seremban (ntah apa yg diborakkan)

KTM - menuju Seremban

Arrived at Pantai Teluk Kemang after 3 hours journey

  I had my first time experience riding banana boat with my 7 lovely girls. Seeing the vast sea gave me such a rush. It is too beautiful that I cant stop myself from saying 'wah!' 'subhanallah' 'cantiknya'.. I always dream about being at the beach with my friends and alhamdulillah Allah granted my wish. Praying Zuhr and Asar in the open space facing the sea gave such a pleasant feeling. The sound of the waves made us calm although there was noise around our prayer place.

After that we went to an apartment own by Myzatil's father. Thanks to her so much and her father too. We'd overnight there. We went out for a while after arriving at the apartment to buy some foods as we are out of stock!! And Ieqa was having a slight fever due to lack of sleep(no sleep at all act the night before). Fortunately and unfortunately all the nearest convenient stores were closed! Aha! That's when a guard offered his helped to send us to the nearest town to buy some foods and medicine for Ieqa. Alhamdulillah. We were very grateful to the guard and Allah Ar-Rahman the most.

Tunggu bas nak p apartment. At last naik van hantar budak tuisyen  sbb bas rosak.

Sampai kat kawasan apartment! 8.00 ++pm

Not too bad for first time player I think :)

The next day, we went to Extreme Park. I tried archery for the first time in my life. It was such a blessing to do activity that the Prophet Muhammad SAW used to do during his life and one of the activities that he liked. 30 arrows were not enough to make me feel satisfied. *poyo jer.30 anak panah un dah rase nak tercabut bahu2. haha. =D

Amacam? ada gaya tak? *kening double jerk!^^

Time Limits

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..

InsyaAllah lagi 2 minggu akan tamat pengajian bagi semester ke-4. Then, balik rumah sebulan then sambung belajar lagi sebulan, then insyaAllah cuti semula sehinggalah dipanggil berjuang sekali lagi in this August but kat tempat orang. Well, should use all the time I have wisely. 

Betullah orang kata, kita takkan rasa kehilangan sampai kita betul2 kehilangan benda/orang tu. True. Tak boleh nak kata ape. So, bile dah tau masa yang ade untuk spend dengan family and kengkawan dah tak lama, suddenly I feel like I should use the best of time to know them better. 

And because of this I suddenly thinking of this: if people know when they're going to die then they're not going to waste their time because they're afraid they won't have enough amal to enable them to enter Jannah (paradise). But, although they don't know when they're going to die but they're going to die too,right? So, shouldn't the people use the time they have to do amal as many as they can? It's so ironic. Some people keep doing things that can't be considered as amal ibadah. Bercita-cita untuk ke Jannah tapi usahanya entah ke mana. ( talking about myself too. Ouch!)

Jadi harap sedar-sedarkanlah diri untuk sedar akan masa yang kita ada untuk buat perkara yang boleh jadi bekal kat akhirat yer. ( muhasabah diri after tonton 2 movie non stop ).~.~ apelah nak jadi.

Tahniah!!

Bismllahirrahmanirrahim....
Alhamdulillah..

Hari ni telah selamat junior2 ku mengambil result SPM diorang. Tahniah la kepada mereka ku ucapkan..

I feel extremely happy for my juniors at MRSM Tun Ghafar Baba for getting #1 in among all MRSM and..... #1 SeMalaysia!!!! Alhamdulillah.... 

Walaupun sebagai hamba Allah yang ambik SPM 2011, i feel like I'm the one who's taking the result today. 
over, huh? tapi tu lah yang aku rasa..

Can't stop smiling after I heard the news.

Tak lupa jugak for my juniors from MRSM Kuala Lipis or currently known as Tun Ghazali Shafie, TGS. TGB-TGS. Sounds almost the same,aite?

Apa2 pun goodluck untuk juniors dalam menghadapi hidup seterusnya. there're too much temptations outside there. I've been there and I had a culture shock at the beginning. no kidding.

Although you already knew it and prepared yourself not to fall for it but then when it is in front of your eyes no one can say exactly what's going to happen.

Yang penting, choose the right friends so iA you dont go astray.

Selamat meneruskan perjalanan kehidupan. Moga dipermudahkan Allah.
Me too..^^

*2 tests + 3 assignments for next week. 

10 Wasiat Rasulullah SAW kpd Puteri baginda.

BAGI YANG BERGELAR ISTERI..

1.Wahai Fatimah ! Sesungguhnya wanita yang membuat tepung untuk suami dan anak-anaknya, kelak Allah akan tetapkan baginya kebaikan dari setiap biji gandum yang diadonnya, dan juga Allah akan melebur kejelekan serta meningkatkan derajatnya.

2.Wahai Fatimah ! Sesungguhnya wanita yang berkeringat ketika menumbuk tepung untuk suami dan anak-anaknya, niscaya Allah akan menjadikan antara neraka dan dirinya tujuh tabir pemisah.

3.Wahai Fatimah ! Sesungguhnya wanita yang meminyaki rambut anak-anaknya lalu menyisirnya dan kemudian mencuci pakaiannya, maka Allah akan tetapkan pahala baginya seperti pahala memberi makan seribu orang yang kelaparan dan memberi pakaian seribu orang yang telanjang.

4.Wahai Fatimah ! Sesungguhnya wanita yang membantu kebutuhan tetangga-tetangganya, maka Allah akan membantunya untuk dapat meminum Telaga Kautsar pada hari kiamat nanti.

5.Wahai Fatimah ! Yang lebih utama dari seluruh keutamaan di atas adalah keridhaan suami terhadap istri. Andaikata suamimu tidak ridha kepadamu,maka aku tidak akan mendoakanmu. Ketahuilah Fatimah, Kemarahan suami adalah kemurkaan Allah.

6.Wahai Fatimah ! Disaat seorang wanita hamil, maka malaikat memohonkan ampunan baginya, dan Allah tetapkan baginya setiap hari seribu kebaikan, serta melebur seribu kejelakan. Ketika seorang wanita merasa sakit akan melahirkan, maka Allah tetapkan pahala baginya sama dengan pahala para Pejuang Allah. Disaat seorang wanita melahirkan kandungannya, maka bersihlah dosa-dosanya seperti ketika dia dilahirkan dari kandungan ibunya. Disaat seorang wanita meninggal karena melahirkan, maka dia tidak akan membawa dosa sedikit pun, didalam kubur akan mendapat taman yang indah yang merupakan bagian dari taman surga. Allah memberikan padanya pahala yang sama dengan pahala seribu orang yang melaksanakan ibadah haji dan umrah, dan seribu malaikat memohonkan ampunan baginya hingga hari kiamat.

7.Wahai Fatimah! Disaat seorang istri melayani suaminya selama sehari semalam, dengan rasa senang dan ikhlas, maka Allah akan mengampuni dosa-dosanya serta memakaikan pakaian padanya dihari kiamat berupa pakaian yang serba hijau, dan menetapkan baginya setiap rambut pada tubuhnya seribu kebaikan. Allahpun akan memberikan kepadanya pahala seratus kali ibadah haji dan umrah.

8.Wahai Fatimah! Disaat seorang istri tersenyum dihadapan suaminya, maka Allah akan memandangnya dengan pandangan penuh kasih.

9.Wahai Fatimah! Disaat seorang istri membentangkan alas tidur untuk suaminya dengan rasa senang hati, maka para malaikat yang memanggil dari langit menyeru wanita itu agar menyaksikan pahala amalnya, dan Allah mengampuni dosa-dosanya yang telah lalu dan yang akan datang.

10.Wahai Fatimah! Disaat seorang wanita meminyaki kepala suami dan menyisirnya, meminyaki jenggotnya dan memotong kumisnya serta kuku-kukunya, maka Allah akan memberi minuman yang dikemas indah kepadanya, yang didatangkan dari sungai-sungai surga. Allah pun akan mempermudah sakaratul maut baginya, serta menjadikan kuburnya bagian dari taman surga. Allah pun menetapkan baginya bebas dari siksa neraka serta dapat melintasi shirathal mustaqim dengan selamat.

Short of money?

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim…
akhirnya Allah bagi kesempatan untuk menghabiskan minggu yang penuh test ni..

US History 1, Human Development, Biologi.
Sangat menduga la. Membuatkan saya menjadi seorang Nor Arifah yang lain dalam seminggu ni.. Nor Arifah yang malam2nya selalu dihabiskan dengan menghadap FB, YouTube, Movie/Drama kepada Nor Arifah yang malam2nya dihabiskan menghadap powerpoint , nota2, dan juga buku2 teks yang tebal.                                                                      Arifah, you sure tried hard, don’t you? Yes I was.

     There are too many things that I want to write here. But then I just don’t know what to write. Which is more beneficial? Finally, saya pilih yang ni. Short and simple yet beneficial, insyaAllah..

So, harini nak cakap pasal belanja BELANJA. As a student bab2 duit ni memang takkan pernah habis la. So, I’m in saving mood right now. Outside foods are reduced. Cook my own food. Goreng telur, rebus sosej, hangatkan baked beans tu boleh kira memasak ke? Boleh la naa. Asalkan mengeluarkan hasil.
In addition to that, cara yang boleh membantu anda dalam menguruskan hal2 belanja ni ialah dengan    

     rajin2kan lah diri kita membaca Surah Al-Waqiah (m/s 534-537).

         InsyaAllah akan bantu permudahkan kita dapat rezeki. Amalkanlah dan lihat hasilnya sendiri. Banyak orang dah merasainya termasuklah saya. Alhamdulillah. Ditambahkan pula dengan solat sunat Dhuha, lagi mantap jadinya. ^^

         Islam is ADDEEN. The way of life. Kita je yang pilih sama ada nak buat ke tak. Choosing not to choose is also a choice. It is a reminder for me too.

Simple je kan? Mari beramal~~~

LOVES..

Will you Hate Me - Dawud Wharnsby Ali

             Baru selesai menghabiskan cuti seminngu kat rumah.. Memang hancur la aku.. Aduyai.. Hancur kenapa? Biarlah rahsia. Hilang semangat la jugak dibuatnya. Semalam revise 5 Tahun 5 Bulan. Ada satu part ni yang aku rasa memang betul2 kena la dengan jiwa aku yang kacau. It is always like this. Hari last day cuti kat rumah memang tetiba je dapt tazkirah secara langsung or tak langsung yang memang akn menusuk jiwa la. Kali ni through a novel.

Smile in the two- way mirror of my eyes

I put on my faith like I wear a disguise

You can't see my soul

See the life that I live

Show you the mask of the best I can give

I've hid here afraid like a child behind.

Truth of my thoughts that clutter my mind.

What if you knew about all that I do?

Things that I think,

The me that is true.

Sure. I'll always show people the best mask of me. Selalu terfikir 'if they knew the real me, diorang akan still layan macam selalu ke? 

Would you call me a hypocrite?

Call me a liar?

Would you curse out my name?

Would you damn me to fire?

Would you know what to say?

Or would you just walk away?

Afraid the me I've tried to hide

Would you closely resemble the truth of you that lies inside?

I've been looking for answers since becoming an adult

Not looking for dogma to live like a cult

I've been looking to live,

I've been living to find

Freedom from cages that limit my mind.

'I've been looking to live, I've been living to find, Freedom from cages that limit my mind.' Am I? 

Would you call me a hypocrite?

Call me a liar?

Would you curse out my name?

Would you damn me to fire?

Would you know what to say?

Or would you just walk away?

Afraid the me I've tried to hide

Would you closely resemble the truth of you that lies inside?

Will I scare you, upset you, frustrate you, irate you?

Challenge a lifestyle or weaken your trust

Or will you see my efforts and my passionate sincerity

Would you see just a little of yourself in me

Will you take off your mask so we can both be free.

I really hope that I have the right to say  out loud the this stanza to people that I know for ages. But how much effort and how much sincerity I ever put to be a better me? It was too little that I'm not even dare to say it..

Would you call me a hypocrite?

Call me a liar?

Would you curse out my name?

Would you damn me to fire?

Would you know what to say?

Or would you just walk away?

Afraid the me I've tried to hide

Would you closely resemble the truth of you that lies inside?

The sentences in this stanza are exactly what I'm thinking now.

When things are wrapped, they're hard to resist..

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...

Assalamualaikum...

Today I went lunch at KFC Nilai. Harini takde kelas, tu pasal lunch kat luar.

Tukar angin jap =D . So, nak dijadikan cerita, KFC promote hidangan baru,  golden wrap chicken.

Sementara tunggu kawan siap order, saya p lah ambil sos. Pastu ternampak advertisement pasal wrap chicken yg KFC tgah duk promote. Tagline dia macam ni..

‎'when things are wrapped, they're hard to resist..' 

Waktu tengok ayat yang sebaris tu, satu jer yang terlintas kat otak yang membuatkan saya tersenyum sengsorang.

“SEE!! Even fast food restaurant pun dah sambut seruan yang bertutup itu lagi bagus n lagi 'mengancam' ”

Hmm.. rasanye same thing applies to those women yang menutup aurat + menjaga adab2 sbgai muslimah sejati (tengah berusaha, InsyaAllah). They’re hard to resist. People always curious about those women yet they don’t just simply approach them.

Macam Golden Wrap Chicken tu..(bukan niat nk samakan woman ngan ayam, tpi ini just perumpamaan).. Only those who can afford it can have it. So, a question that I want to imply here is,

‘What kind of man who affords to get that kind of woman? ‘

~ selamat menjawab~

Siapa Sombong??

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..

Assalamualaikum..

Something happened to my friend..

And because of that I have a question that keep buzzing in my mind..

'Eh, adakah dikatakan sombong apabila seorang perempuan tersebut tidak menegur(secara berlebih-lebihan) dengan kaum yang bertentangan?'

Hish.. kalau ada la mana2 guy yang baca entry ni please take note to what i'm going to say:

first, a girl tak bercakap banyak dengan a guy sebab dia rasa unnecessary.

second, doesn't mean she is SOMBONG if she doesn't talk much to you or maybe nothing at all. if she smile or show some kind of acknowledgement gesture kira dia tak sombong la... 

third, yang hang duk kata dia sombong tu atas dasar apa?? How actually you perceive SOMBONG? Adakah kerana hang suka kat dia hang kata dia sombong apabila tak cakap ngan hang? uh.. puh-lease!!

fourth, if that girl is a nice girl, dia taknak la bagi harapan palsu kat mana2 guy. you know what, it is so obvious that you(this particular guy) like her. I have no problem with it. Totally OK! but the thing yang buat jadi tak OK bila you buat perangai yg melebih2.. panjang sgt lau nak explain.. the point I want to make is a nice girl won't intended to motivate your feeling towards her when she has none.

And if she does, she's going to do the same thing. 

SHE WANTS TO TAKE CARE OF HERSELF!! SO IF YOU DO LOVE HER HELP HER TO DO IT.. I SEE THE WAY YOU ACT RIGHT NOW DOESN'T SHOW THAT YOU RESPECT HER STAND POINT. PLEASE BEAR IT IN YOUR MIND (and me) LOVE ALSO MEANS RESPECT.

Jadi tolonglah faham wahai adam2 sekalian.. sometimes it's not that she doesn't love/like you but she just feel that it is not a right thing to do. My message may not be clear, but I hope you all understand what I'm saying. But if you don't, too unfortunate of me for not having skill at delivering message..

I am not good either. Terkadang ada jugak batas-batasan yg dilanggar tanpa sengaja atau tak sengaja when mixing around with opposite sex. Ini adalah peringatan buat hamba yang hina ini. Hope that someone is going to remind me in when I do any mistakes in the future. InsyaAllah.. Aamiin..

Peace..

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usrah is a trend?

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..

Assalamualaikum..

        Just wanna share something here. Pasal usrah. Rasanya semua orang dah familiar sangat dah dengan usrah. Tak macam beberapa tahun yg lepas. Ramai orang yang cuba menghidupkan aktiviti usrah ni.

        So saya pun tak berkecuali la daripada join usrah ni. Kawan2 yang lain semua duk sibuk join usrah so rasa cam tak best pulak kalu tak join. Lagi pun since masuk uni ni mana nak dapat tazkirah dah. Tambah pulak ni private uni yang majority non muslim. Kena cari alternative sendiri la. Thanks Allah sbb ada org yg sudi nak share ilmu.

        Pada satu hari Kak Madihah naqibah kitorang cakap pasal usrah. Dan sedikit sebanyak pasal ISK. Ini Sejarah Kita. Ramai dah tau pasal ISK ni saya rasa. Hope dptlah opportunity nak p program tu. Apa yang kak Madihah cakap mmg buatkan saya rasaa ‘dushdushdush’ la. Apa yang kak Madihah cakap lebih kurang camni lah..

        ‘apa sebab join usrah ni pada mulanya. Sebab ikut kawan2 ke? Sebab usrah sekarang dah jadi trend?’

       

        Huhu.. panahan kak Madihah memang ‘bull eye’ la. Then kak Madihah cerita apakah itu yang sebenarnya usrah. A new definition for me. Setelah beberapa sesi bersama usrah baru saya dapat a new insight of usrah. Rasa rugi sbb skrg baru tau the real meaning, the real purpose, the ultimate goal and the history of usrah. But it’s better now than never. insyaAllah akn dilaksanakan.. 

A New Start

Bismillahirahmanirrahim.

Alhamdulillah.

Today is my second day of class for this fourth semester. Alhamdulillah so far everything went smoothly. So, for this new semester I started it by borrowing books from the library. I can't believe myself for doing that. I'm not that kind of person who read for extra knowledge. But somehow, I need to do it as this semester I'm taking reading subjects.

Psychology of personal adjustment

Human development

Principle of biology 1, lab

US History 1

Critical thinking skills

It just the second day of but we already have assignments to do.

As for the lecturers, alhamdulillah they are really nice, helpful and very informative.

I just borrowed books. This is more than enough I think and they are so heavy. My hands were trembling when performing Zohor prayer after lifting these books.

That happen when you've lack of exercises.

InsyaAllah after this I'm going to share  what have I learn in the classes I attended.