20th birthday

Last few days,

I scrolled through my facebook pictures. The one that tagged by people.

I happened to find a picture posted by my friend wishing my 20th birthday. So, it was a post from a year ago.

It was a collage. With a verse from the Quran and two short paragraphs of speech.

When I read what was written on that 'picture', I thought to myself, 'why I don’t remember there was such a thing'.

It was short wishes but a very heartfelt one.

I forgot there was someone who told me to believe in myself.

Telling how I am actually an important person. It just me who need to trust myself more.

Reminding me that even if I don’t trust myself, I should trust in Allah's power and ability to make anything possible.

Even if I don’t trust myself that I can make something great, I should have trust in Allah that He can make it happen.

I just need to pray for it.

I knew it. It just that I'm too overwhelmed with too much worries and doubts that I forgot about it. 

It's nice to go back to the memory lane. Though some is so bitter that I almost spite the memory out of my life. But again, alhamdulillah I'm still standing. High. And higher. InsyaAllah.